Question
I am applying for Social Security disability for the second time in eight years.  My disabilities are not apparent to the eye as yours are.  I had been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, polymyositis (in remission), kidney disease (in remission), IBS, I C, DeCuervain's tendinitis, ADD, PTSD, scoliosis, generalized anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder.  In the last 30 years of working.  I have taken three total years off -- 1 to homeschool my child, and two due to illness.  Voc rehab is helping me go back to school for my second degree.  When I tried to do physical work.  I am able to do about 20 minutes at a time and able to sit at the desk for about 30 minutes at a time.  I can walk about half a mile.  In my head I think logically, I am disabled.  In my heart I keep questioning myself and asking if I am just being lazy.  I am seeing doctors and doing everything I can to get well.  I would appreciate any thoughts you have on my situation.

Answer
Your self-questioning is quite normal for someone with a disability.  It is difficult to accept the fact that our bodies no longer perform like we ask.  But once the physical limitations are accepted and recognized as part of our current life, it makes it easier to be free of the mental limitations that we impose on ourselves.

Try focusing on all the things that you CAN do.  It helps improve your mental outlook, your self-image, and your overall health.

Thank you for your question, Dawn.  I hope that my answer was helpful.